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[nerrin]

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[anonymous]

I feel so far away from my IRL friends. I rarely see them (we live quite far apart) and I feel like they becoming more and more distant during the time we don't see each other. It hurts to know that the friendship I had with some of them is not gonna come back.

god i'm so lonely I don't know what to do with myself. .__. I feel like I'm going absolutely nowhere. There's a hole in my heart that waits to be filled.

Ner, let's talk someday for a long time, shall we? I'd like to see your IRL, even though you live so far, far, far away.

[nerrin]

Distance puts a lot of strain on any relationship...do you still keep in touch with them over the Internet? (But even then, I know it's still very depressing, because honestly sometimes people still grow further despite keeping in contact this way.)

Do you have any other irl friends that live closer to you, though? I'm not saying to use them as replacements or anything like that, but if you do make sure to treasure the time you guys have together. :) I'm not good at telling people how to fill gaps in their hearts, but I really hope that you'll be able to find a way to fill up that gap.

And me too, whoever you are -- I will meet you IRL one day, hug you, and then spend the entire day going everywhere with you and we'll have a lot of fun! \o/ Until then, I'll be hoping that this chance for either of us comes soon!

[anonymous]

It does, I know that too well. Yes, I keep in touch with them fairly regularly, see them like, 3-5 a year. More or less. I'm just kind of tired being the one who initiates the conversations usually .__. I'm not that talkative nor social, so talking to people is always scary, no matter how close we are.

Yes, there's this girl who lives in the same city, I should see her since she's the only one that lives pretty close to me. ;_; I just, the ones that I've grown close to, with whom I've been through so much pain and wonderful times, I miss them so much sometimes that it hurts, hurts, hurts, even though I should be happy about the fact that I even have friends, urgh.

I wish for that day to come :33 I really do.

[nerrin]

Yeah, I'm also really bad at talking to people online and initiating everything (especially on MSN) but I'm really glad you still keep in touch with them nonetheless. It's better than not talking at all because of distance and letting everything go.

Missing people you've went through a lot with is always painful, and especially so since you all are so far away, but one day I hope you'll be able to meet up with and catch up with all of them. Maybe plan for a day like this sometime?

Same here! ♥ I wanna be able to visit all my friends all over the world. 8D

[anonymous]

Well, I couldn't be without talking to any of them, after all. I'm so bad at letting go, anyhow.

I'm going to move in a couple of months to a new town, to be closer to them, so I think I'll be seeing them more often. ♥ though train tickets cost moneyyyyy.. but anything for a little happiness.

Me too. :'o

Thanks for listening to my little rant, you're dear to me. ♥