these days, im very comfortable with myself. and it feels good. ;]

[nerrd_ox]

to be honest.
i've gone nuts.
there isn't really any other way to put it.

and all i know that i want to do is
build a house far away in the woods
and live in it. and have bunnies and
chickens and goats. and i would have
heat from fires and bathe in mud puddles
and water falls. and it isn't out of the
question because people actually do these
kinds of things. and in my heart thats
what i want to do.

my sister said im on the edge i just need
to take the jump. i really love my life.
my life. not life in general. just my life.
im glad to be alive. but i hate living in this
world. too many rules and expectations, money,
credit. all that bullshit.

anyway. things are going pretty great.
a good thing to keep in mind is that no matter
what is going on. the world keeps turning.
its not that big of a deal. nobody else really
cares. its not worth having a bad attitude.
unless like.. someone dies or something.

oh one more thing.
i need friends. i haven't hung out with friends
in forever. so lets hang out. sanks!

<3