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3 close people to the family died last week.
my aunt, an uncle, and my mom's friend's daughter
who is the same age as me.

the first 2 didn't really hit me. but ashley's
death was really hard. me and her only hung out
a couple times when we were younger but the way
she died is so horrible i can't even get this image
out of my head. she was the passenger in a car that
got in a bad wreck.. it rolled 5 times.. she went
through the window. her body was unidentifiable.
her mom wasn't even noticed until 2:30 pm the next
afternoon. she had to go in and identify her own
daughters body. you know, every time i saw her mom
she bragged about how beautiful hre daughters were
and she was so proud of them. i can't even imagine
what that would feel like.

one little mistake can end your whole entire life.
i can't even imagine dieing like that. the driver
is still alive. well fuck that and fuck people that
drink and drive. seriously. i hope he goes to jail.
she is the same age as me. it can happen to me.
it could happen to any of my friends.

i just want my friends to live.
and stop doing so much drugs.
and not drink and drive.
please?