i need to type some things....
ALL of my have friends hurt me before... all of them... all of my girl friends have cheated on me... most of my family thinks im a freak... ( not all of them... `beca)... i keep so much bottled in that almost everybody i know i cant stand... i try... but so many memorys... so much unsaid... i hide my sorrow... but it dosent fade... i still want to die... i still cant forgive... life is pointless... love is pain... hate is ohh so common... but what can i say... i dont want to be alone... but love is fake... but aren`t we all?