I just realized...
that I am a horrible daughter. Not only did I not call my parents on their respective birthdays last year (I was going through some things okay???) I never talk to them. I never realized this. I mean I never thought I was a great daughter but I always thought I was good. So what brought me to this realization? My sister. She calls my parents all the time in the middle of the day to just chat. First of all, why does she have that kind of time. I'm not always busy at work but I can't just sit there and chat on the phone. Second of all, when did she become so fond of our parents? I mean to the point of randomly talking to them in the middle of the day. Weird. But it still makes me feel a little guilty. I don't know if I would have anything to talk about with them. I don't know whats wrong with me anyway, I've been in this funky mood lately where I just don't know what to do with myself...in any aspect. Whether its about my job or something as simple as what I should do after work. I'm also in this solitary mood where I just want to be by myself a lot. I have to force myself out of my room at night so I'm not in there all the time. I guess it helps that my room is freezing and that my compute is downstairs.
Anyway, moving on...whats up with this freezing cold weather? I'm wearing a turtleneck for the second time this week. It's way too early for turtlenecks. I had to wear gloves this morning too...but that could be because I'm driving an ancient car whos heat doesn't work and in order to defrost it, I have to turn on the air conditioner. This is going to suck in the dead of winter. But I guess the fact that it's running is a godsend. It's a 1991 Honda Accord with close to 180,000 miles on it. But still, I'm tired of being cold. I think we might have to break down and put the heat on at the house. It's a drafty sob. And last night I set off the smoke detector while I was cooking dinner so I had to open the window. That really didn't help. What happened to fall????? I don't think my feet have been warm at all since I got out of the shower this morning. Anyway, I should get back to work...even though I hate what I'm doing. If I wanted to process invoices all day I would have been in accounting. Blah. More to come later.
Anyway, moving on...whats up with this freezing cold weather? I'm wearing a turtleneck for the second time this week. It's way too early for turtlenecks. I had to wear gloves this morning too...but that could be because I'm driving an ancient car whos heat doesn't work and in order to defrost it, I have to turn on the air conditioner. This is going to suck in the dead of winter. But I guess the fact that it's running is a godsend. It's a 1991 Honda Accord with close to 180,000 miles on it. But still, I'm tired of being cold. I think we might have to break down and put the heat on at the house. It's a drafty sob. And last night I set off the smoke detector while I was cooking dinner so I had to open the window. That really didn't help. What happened to fall????? I don't think my feet have been warm at all since I got out of the shower this morning. Anyway, I should get back to work...even though I hate what I'm doing. If I wanted to process invoices all day I would have been in accounting. Blah. More to come later.