Just some random thoughts goin' through my head
So I'm listening to Hero, and oddly... I feel overwhelmed. I feel like my brain will explode, I feel like just quitting the world, like a bad habit. But it just so addicting that I feel I'll never be able to stop. And then, like a drug, it all crashes down, like a bird without its wings, I come crashing back down to earth. Then, for some reason, I'm lifted back up. It makes me wonder how worth it, it all is. How much anyone would really care if I left, never returned. I obviously just fuck everything up anyway. It's not like I'm special -and if I hear one more retard joke, i swear I'll go kill myself right now!- Sometimes I can't help but think that the world would be so much better without me. That I'd make a hell of a lot more difference dead than alive. But of course that's just crazy. So for now I'll smile and ride out this drug a little longer.