May 26, 2007 22:30
I had a very interesting night. *sigh* Nate and I went out drinking with Ian. Hit one bar and Ian bought us drinks. I tried a Melonball. Tasted like a jolly rancher. Then we went over to Mulligan's. That was my second time there, nice little bar. They got me a 'Strawberry Lemonade.' The (according to the tender) large amount of alcohol was very much masked by the other flavours of the drink. That's not a very good thing for me. I got DRUNK. Nate got pretty drunk as well, I'd never seen him so damn giddy.
Once we left the bar, Nate decided that he was Irish. Heh.....he even tried convincing a hot dog seller that he was. It seemed to work until Ian said, "You're a liar!" Which made Nate and I burst into giggles. *^^;;;;
When we got back to Ian's, Nate and I walked over to a gas station for stuff. I made a mistake that I didn't realize, or want to do, but I did it. Damn you alcohol. I hate getting so drunk that I don't know what I'm doing. I didn't mean to, was just trying to be cute. I don't even remember anything but what I was feeling all night. Had an interesting conversation (with Irish Nate) after that. *sigh* Funny how people say things they "don't mean" when they're drunk. Nothing bad was said, just......odd. (And some of it funny. *^^;;.)
We stayed up and talked to Dee (well, I did after Nate ran off to the bathroom to be sick. Eeep. Poor thing.) until about 6.45 in the am. Talked about growing up, where we're at now, our mother's, how I feel about a certain someone, and how Dee can see right through me. Goodness, that girl. I love just sitting down and quietly talking to her. Just one and one. She's so damn smart when you get her alone. She said I am a good friend. That made me happy. I do what I can for the people I love. It's not much, and I wish it were more, but it's something.
And I've decided that Nate and I are a force to be reckoned with. We could very much be the ones to change things. I can see it being done. Even if I don't have a voice. I speak through the people I'm close to. (Which isn't something I like doing, but it's what I do at the moment. Trying to fix that.) I use others to speak for me.
Also.....*blush* sent quite an angry email to Rob Sr. about something I'm very much not liking that's going on. Oh, I shouldn't type when I'm angry....oh well. I want so much to be a bigger part in Ichidan. I have an opinion, vision, and idea for everything. Everything. Just...hard to get past the fact that my face won't respond when I want it to. And my voice is so quiet, no one hears me.
"You both should pack your bags and move to Dallas, Houston or LA and give it an honest shot. You two are both so great. I would love to see you both doing what you love for a living." If only it were that easy. I just can't quit you Mike. You've become such a good friend. Funny how those things work.
I'm also really tired of being sick. And having no money to get better. The Bronchitis never went away. Just keep coughing, and it's been getting worse this week again. It's getting hard to breathe in deep again. Can't sing like I used to, and that hurts the most. Yesterday, I threw up 4 times and went home early from work. Called in today (mostly because I stayed up till 6 am drunk. @~@) and still didn't feel right. Thank goodness I didn't throw up. I've eaten hardly anything in the past couple days (mostly because I threw them up). I'm convinced I'm sick on the inside somewhere. Body's acting too funny not to be. Not to mention something new and scary.......eep.
But.............Pirates 3 was the shit. XP And seriously, Moog as a large, plot changing character?? XD!!!!!!!!!!! SQUEE!!!!!!! Multiple Jacks was hilarious. Kinda weird however how they took the characters that had huge parts from the second film (Davey, Stellan, Norrington, even Jack...) and gave them tiny scenes and bit parts in this one. Had to make room for the new characters (Barbossa, Cuttler, Tia, and all the new crazy pirates), but....just weird to me. Oh, and I was very impressed with El Capitain Teague. Not retarded at all. And the pirate lords were awesome. Oh!! And the (middle eastern?) pirate that stood up and spoke, then got shot, was one of my favorite stand-up comedians at the moment!!!!! XDD Omid Djalili fuh tuh wuh!!!
And.........................DAVEY JONES IN A BUCKET!!!!!!! XDDDDDDDDD
Davey totally tentacle raped that creepy dude's face. I giggled and told that to Nate in the theatre. A:"He just got tentacle raped!!!" N:"Hard core!!!" XDD That character totally deserved it. And yes, the Tentacle Sex icon must be used, despite the seriousness of this post. Serious cat sayz this is serious post. Fo.
~N