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I am just bothered by everything it seems. My therapist went away because she had an emergancy, and she still isn't back yet. I am having a horribly time right now. Everything is crushing down around me. I feel like I say that alot, maybe it is happening a lot though. My mom told me that she is just trying to be supportive and blah blah blah. I don't want support, I don't need anyones help. I want to be left alone. They can be around me and be in my life FINE! Just stay out of my way. Let me live my life how it suits me... for right now at least.
I wish things could just get easier.. Even if it was just for half a year. I need to keep my focus on school and college, and this and that and BLAH! It is almost like I need a break from my own life so I can deal with my own life, but from the outside. If all of this wasn't happening to me, maybe it would be easier and I could look at it from a better angle. Sadly, I can not do this. I just have to take it all at once and throw everything back out hoping for the result I am looking for.
Maybe I would feel better if something... ANYTHING was set in stone in my life. Can anyone think of anything?
I wish things could just get easier.. Even if it was just for half a year. I need to keep my focus on school and college, and this and that and BLAH! It is almost like I need a break from my own life so I can deal with my own life, but from the outside. If all of this wasn't happening to me, maybe it would be easier and I could look at it from a better angle. Sadly, I can not do this. I just have to take it all at once and throw everything back out hoping for the result I am looking for.
Maybe I would feel better if something... ANYTHING was set in stone in my life. Can anyone think of anything?