Grrr

Jan 07, 2005 16:20

Why couldn't I tell him? Gosh, I was so nervous today... I really wanted to tell him because I know that's what he's waiting for. He's waiting for me to tell him that I want to go out with him. Sean was trying really hard to get me over there to tell him... but I'm still really nervous and shy about it. I know he is too.
And John was driving me crazy after school today, he kept trying to put his arms around me and I just pulled away every time, he's like "Why's Jenn pulling away from John? John's sad" I told him I was sorry and told him that I didn't want him touching me anymore. *jumping up and down* I wanted to tell him so badly... when it was time for him to leave I was going to get up the courage... but, then I got nervous again and just gave him a hug good bye. When he was walking away I just started jumping up and down "why didn't I do it?!" Clint, not even knowing what this is about, grabbed my shoulders and shook me "why didn't you do it?!?!?!" then he turned to Sean "why didn't she do what?..." hehe, Clint's funny.
But, I am going to tell Zack... I will get up the courage to do it. I like him so much... I was in my happy place all day today, hehe, I was singing happy songs and day dreaming ^_^ He makes me happy
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