RAH.
I am in such a foul mood.
In fact. I am pissed off and for people who really know me, to get like this- takes a damn lot.
Lesley was rude today at work- about my mother and also about a request (i wanted to leave so I could collect my dogs from kennels and mum wanted me to do it in my car so that they didn't really make a mess of her car - which I agree and said I didn't mind (my car is old and mum got her inheritance money and bless her, she bought a nice fancy car- so why shouldn't she fucking keep it nice?) Lisa went and got new tires the other day during her lunch break- then came back and HAD a lunch. Mary had an hour to fucking test drive a new car. I GET 30 MINUTES and I wanted my fucking TIME OWED so I could get the dogs, collect my gym bag and go try out at this Health Club that I got a free day pass.
WHICH I HAD TO CANCEL COZ LESLEY IS A SEVERE BASTARDHEAD. She's such a freakin hypocrite!
I'm gonna be a bitch here but I'm pissed off....
People not backing up their reasons why they don't like something. You can say - I dont like it because they grate on me, or I just didn't like that because of [this] and [that], etc- just dont say IT IS SHIT. THE END. IT'S NOT A WORTHY OPINION. I don't even mind if they admit there is no real reason and admit that its silly why they don't like something, BECAUSE IT MORE MATURE than just saying I DONT LIKE IT BECAUSE. WELL BECAUSE.
[though I have fallen in this- but it's not hard to DISCUSS things]
PEOPLE BEING FUCKING CRUEL WITH THE HONEST MEME. It is an honest meme, not an attack. Don't be so fucking cruel, you moronic bastards.
People begging for a little bit of your food. OVER AND OVER. I hardly get to fucking EAT my own lunch because so many people 'want a little taste' GET YOUR OWN FOOD, YOU BLOODY CHEAP COCKS.
I'm pissed off that I hardly got any comments with the honest meme, because yeah, I'm sad, but I went through the pages and commented on everyone that I saw that I knew etc. It's not that hard. (But I fucking love the people who did comment, more than toffee apples and pie- seriously- that's a lot of love!)
I hate the fact that I'm being a real shithead right now in this post- but.... sigh. TODAY SUCKED MY BALLS.
I am sick and tired of giving to my friends and not getting it back. Seriously. I must have STUPID on my forehead. With autographs and presents and letters and emails and time consuming phone calls and going out my freakin way for people and NOT getting it back- I've had enough. I really have. THIS IS KINDNESS, but I feel stupid when I try so hard and really try/am/are there for people and then when it's time for something that I may need/want/ in a friend- IT'S NOT THERE.
I know I do some ranty posts but people who REALLY know me, know me to be an upbeat kind of person. I try very hard not to be negative because I want to believe in good and positivity. BUT THERE ARE SOME HORRID PEOPLE IN THIS WORLD AND I DON'T KNOW IF I CAN BE HARD/THICK SKINNED. I REALLY DON'T KNOW.
I can be strong for people but I hate how that my insides are way too gooey and fragile about certain things. It's pathetic of me, because I would never want to hear that from anyone- for them to say 'I'm pathetic' but sheesh, I am so angry and pissed off.
I AM GOING TO EAT A TOFFEE APPLE, MY LAST ONE, IN THE BATH, THEN GO ON LINE AND TALK TO MY SPLINKY
and why dont i have an ANRGY RAH ICON.
SOMEONE, PLEASE, MAKE ME ONE -RAHHHHH
EDIT- A SPIDER JUMPED IN MY FACE- OKAY I WALKED INTO IT, BUT IT FUCKING NINJA ATTACKED ME AS I WALKED THROUGH MY BEDROOM DOOR
MY CAT SMELLS LIKE FART. WTF, KITTY?
I LOST/LEFT MY PHONE AT WORK- RAH/GRR/WHINE
Today sucked. And by some flist reading, it has with some of my other friends too- HUGS.
To mah pillow-bed-buddy-
hay1ock You are awesome, and I love you ♥
In fact. I am pissed off and for people who really know me, to get like this- takes a damn lot.
Lesley was rude today at work- about my mother and also about a request (i wanted to leave so I could collect my dogs from kennels and mum wanted me to do it in my car so that they didn't really make a mess of her car - which I agree and said I didn't mind (my car is old and mum got her inheritance money and bless her, she bought a nice fancy car- so why shouldn't she fucking keep it nice?) Lisa went and got new tires the other day during her lunch break- then came back and HAD a lunch. Mary had an hour to fucking test drive a new car. I GET 30 MINUTES and I wanted my fucking TIME OWED so I could get the dogs, collect my gym bag and go try out at this Health Club that I got a free day pass.
WHICH I HAD TO CANCEL COZ LESLEY IS A SEVERE BASTARDHEAD. She's such a freakin hypocrite!
I'm gonna be a bitch here but I'm pissed off....
People not backing up their reasons why they don't like something. You can say - I dont like it because they grate on me, or I just didn't like that because of [this] and [that], etc- just dont say IT IS SHIT. THE END. IT'S NOT A WORTHY OPINION. I don't even mind if they admit there is no real reason and admit that its silly why they don't like something, BECAUSE IT MORE MATURE than just saying I DONT LIKE IT BECAUSE. WELL BECAUSE.
[though I have fallen in this- but it's not hard to DISCUSS things]
PEOPLE BEING FUCKING CRUEL WITH THE HONEST MEME. It is an honest meme, not an attack. Don't be so fucking cruel, you moronic bastards.
People begging for a little bit of your food. OVER AND OVER. I hardly get to fucking EAT my own lunch because so many people 'want a little taste' GET YOUR OWN FOOD, YOU BLOODY CHEAP COCKS.
I'm pissed off that I hardly got any comments with the honest meme, because yeah, I'm sad, but I went through the pages and commented on everyone that I saw that I knew etc. It's not that hard. (But I fucking love the people who did comment, more than toffee apples and pie- seriously- that's a lot of love!)
I hate the fact that I'm being a real shithead right now in this post- but.... sigh. TODAY SUCKED MY BALLS.
I am sick and tired of giving to my friends and not getting it back. Seriously. I must have STUPID on my forehead. With autographs and presents and letters and emails and time consuming phone calls and going out my freakin way for people and NOT getting it back- I've had enough. I really have. THIS IS KINDNESS, but I feel stupid when I try so hard and really try/am/are there for people and then when it's time for something that I may need/want/ in a friend- IT'S NOT THERE.
I know I do some ranty posts but people who REALLY know me, know me to be an upbeat kind of person. I try very hard not to be negative because I want to believe in good and positivity. BUT THERE ARE SOME HORRID PEOPLE IN THIS WORLD AND I DON'T KNOW IF I CAN BE HARD/THICK SKINNED. I REALLY DON'T KNOW.
I can be strong for people but I hate how that my insides are way too gooey and fragile about certain things. It's pathetic of me, because I would never want to hear that from anyone- for them to say 'I'm pathetic' but sheesh, I am so angry and pissed off.
I AM GOING TO EAT A TOFFEE APPLE, MY LAST ONE, IN THE BATH, THEN GO ON LINE AND TALK TO MY SPLINKY
and why dont i have an ANRGY RAH ICON.
SOMEONE, PLEASE, MAKE ME ONE -RAHHHHH
EDIT- A SPIDER JUMPED IN MY FACE- OKAY I WALKED INTO IT, BUT IT FUCKING NINJA ATTACKED ME AS I WALKED THROUGH MY BEDROOM DOOR
MY CAT SMELLS LIKE FART. WTF, KITTY?
I LOST/LEFT MY PHONE AT WORK- RAH/GRR/WHINE
Today sucked. And by some flist reading, it has with some of my other friends too- HUGS.
To mah pillow-bed-buddy-
hay1ock You are awesome, and I love you ♥