Update.
New York
I wont be going into details, so for my nearest and dearest, expect some Emails informing you with further details.
had to reapply for the NYF Academy again, which is fair enough. But I don’t know if I have a place now in September. Which sucks. I also need more money as it has (again) gone up. I am researching in CDLs (career development loans) to see what my options are. This is devastating. It mean’s that I am stuck here longer. Doesn’t change my mind about work. I will still be leaving my shitty job in the next couple months and currently applying for three jobs. . I found this out a few days ago but was made final yesterday.
Also. My manager said that she would inform my new employers that I am hoping to leave for New York. I asked her why she would have to inform them of this (as I probably won’t get hired necessarily if they know I will be leaving) and she said “because it’s honest and by law, I have to”
I have never heard so much shit in all my life. I’m pretty crushed. All that kept me going at this shitty job was knowing I was leaving it for New York and now, that has again been put on hold It’s one of the reasons why I have been absent from lj this past week or so because I am truly, heart broken. I save and collect every penny I have, so I’m not complaining on that front, because I work and I try hard and yes, I am planning on one convention this year- which has already been paid for and a couple of special birthdays- but they all have budgets and have been prepared for in advance.
I have virtually no support from my parents, morally speaking which again has rubbed me the wrong way and I feel a little frustrated.
BUT
This will not be a woe is me emo post. I won’t allow it.
Despite this, and truly being heartbroken about NY this year, I am feeling positive. I’m learning a lot in this and learning to really truly rely on myself on NO ONE ELSE, because I do that too much. If I get to NY it has been because I, myself, got me there.
It’s been booked. 24th January. So I’ll be prepped on the 23rd at 2pm and I’ll be off work on Friday 25th. Gulp. My health, like feeling wise- has been okay, though I am still losing blood (daily) and my temperature is a tad higher than normal. I am in some discomfort but otherwise, really, not too bad ^_^
QAF
I will do a longer post on this- but I’ve watched Season 1 and half way through Season 2 and I have gotten over my initial blah as to comparing it to the UK original version, but I do have much to say about it.
Hope everyone is alright :)