Wear and Tear

[nere05]

I thought buying a ton of stuff would make me happy. And it did for like a day. I'm realizing I need another change again though. I'm going to end up burnt out. I want to either find another job by the fall or ask to get less hours. U of D Mercy is not a cake school, and I can't treat it like one. The classes are vigorous, and the professors are strict for the most part. On one hand I need to catch up with school. On another hand, if I stay in bakery, I have to deal with Little M, and hear Manual asking me to close for him when I can't because I have to make meals for a couple days for my other hand, being my dad, who isn't self sufficient in the least bit. On another hand, I've got Christine asking me to go back to the deli, meaning I'd have to do three lazy asses' jobs. On another hand, my mom is in the hospital again which means I'm doing more work while worrying about her. On another hand, Terrance finally has time for me, and, as much as I want to, I can't return the favor. On another hand, Eric is leaving soon meaning I'll have really no one to talk to. On another hand, there's Juanita, who's great to talk to, but blows me off all the time. I think I need to become an octopus in order to satisfy everyone. Someone go with me to visit my mom at the hospital in a bit! Well at least I'm happy.

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