New beat, New Summer
I wish that i could be excited for Summer but this weather is too hot to even do anything. It makes my mood horrible. I wish i could drive far away & get away for the Summer & actually do Summer things. I enjoy being out doors & we're only a month into Summer & i have horrible cabin fever.
I miss: Riding my bike. Taking 35mm photos. Swimming in COLD pools (when the water isn't so warm that it makes you sweat.)Walking my dog. The feeling of fresh air while all the windows are rolled down in my car. Sweaters. Running at Cattle Call.
I looked forward to the past two Summers because i was going to school & remembered again what a Summer vacation felt like. This year plans fell through & school didn't work out & now it feels like days have just gone by and are going by.
Hoping this Summer will get better & somehow redeem itself. Or hoping that my mood changes & that i just make the most of this Summer & everything it brings. Hoping.
I miss: Riding my bike. Taking 35mm photos. Swimming in COLD pools (when the water isn't so warm that it makes you sweat.)Walking my dog. The feeling of fresh air while all the windows are rolled down in my car. Sweaters. Running at Cattle Call.
I looked forward to the past two Summers because i was going to school & remembered again what a Summer vacation felt like. This year plans fell through & school didn't work out & now it feels like days have just gone by and are going by.
Hoping this Summer will get better & somehow redeem itself. Or hoping that my mood changes & that i just make the most of this Summer & everything it brings. Hoping.