What the Febuary.....
So its 3:15 in the AM and I just work up about an hour ago. My sleeping has been really fucked up. Its gunna be hell next week when school starts. Im watching Make me a Supermodel right now. God Damn these guys are freaking hot! lol. I have such a busy day tommorow. Im have to be at the DMV office at 8 am to pay for my cars registration. I hate that place! So i figure I would beat the crowds and be there first lol. Then i have to pay my phone bill before it gets shut off. So If you call me or text me between 8am and 11am my phone maybe off lol Just give me till noon lol. What else do I have to do? Oh yeah Go pick up a few books at Rio hondo. Ugh and I still wanna come home and rest before I go to work tommorow. im working 630 till 2am Its going to be a long ass shift lol. Im kinda excited though, the guy im seeings is going to visit me for the first time at work. I dunno its kinda like one of those big steps of a new relationship, im meeting one of his friends for the first time. I get shy in front of people I dont know so hopfully she likes me. I'm kinda glad there comming in I was starting to think he didnt want to introduce me to his friends. Will see how it goes. I really like this guy. I cant help and feel just a little insecure. Its still in the beginging stages of something so I still have all of these trust issues from the past that have been getting to me latley. It's just hard to trust and let someone in without having the feasr of being hurt or betrayed. Then again you cant get anywhere with out just letting things happen and over comming those insecrurites. Which brings me to valentines day! Its comming up in offically 14 days! I guess I consider myself a romantic guy, but planning this day is becomming a little nerve racking I guess because I want it to be perfect. Ive never been good at planning things. I think my romantic side comes out in the little things. Random cute text messages. Bring lunch to there work. You know stuff like that. I dunno I have to get moving on what I want to do for the night. I just hope its perfect for him and for me both. Alright im going to attempt my luck at some sleep. Peace
Christopher
Christopher