Deep thoughts on dating
This is entry will be more introspective I suppose than to vent about what's going on around me for once. Ya know, the kind of stuff a journal is truly made for.
So I got to thinking the other day about my dating life. Or the lack thereof really. Not only am I just taking a break from it all for a while but I really don't think I'll be able to find anyone for me around here. I see attractive guys every now and then so that's not the problem. It's the type of guys I see. Because I live in a smalltown, most guys around here are pretty redneck. And if they aren't redneck then they are def country boys. Nothing wrong w/ that at all. I pride myself on being a southern girl but still not sure if I'm truly a country girl. That's the issue I have w/ smalltown dating. The guys I meet or see like to do things such as hunt or ride 4 wheelers or other "redneck" things. I'm morally okay w/ hunting and I think 4 wheelers are fun to ride, but these are not things that interest me that much. I do love country music and country cooking but that's about it.
If I can I make it more understandable for you guys I would say this: I'd prefer to go to the mall w/ a guy who is really excited about going into a record store than Pro Bass Shop. I want a guy who is interested in keeping his place clean as opposed to keeping his gun really clean. Don't talk to me about the 8 point Buck you shot this morning b/c I really don't care or understand what that means anyway. I just don't think I'd mesh well w/ your typical "country boy." I don't fault any of these guys b/c this is the type of place we all grew up in. Maybe I fit better w/ a "city boy". I dunno.
But that's not my only concern. It's men. Men are all grown up and mature. And I'm aware that I am a woman and all grown up but I don't feel mature. I feel like a dork. I feel like a teenager sometimes. So how could I ever attract a strong rugged man anyway. Because believe me, some of these country boys are some fine lookin men too. So not only would we have nothing in common, but the guy would prolly think I have the maturity of a high schooler.
Like I said, I'm not really intersted in dating right now. But when I do feel like it, I think it's gonna be a lot tougher than I imagined. And I don't plan on moving anytime soon. So I'm pretty much doomed.
So I got to thinking the other day about my dating life. Or the lack thereof really. Not only am I just taking a break from it all for a while but I really don't think I'll be able to find anyone for me around here. I see attractive guys every now and then so that's not the problem. It's the type of guys I see. Because I live in a smalltown, most guys around here are pretty redneck. And if they aren't redneck then they are def country boys. Nothing wrong w/ that at all. I pride myself on being a southern girl but still not sure if I'm truly a country girl. That's the issue I have w/ smalltown dating. The guys I meet or see like to do things such as hunt or ride 4 wheelers or other "redneck" things. I'm morally okay w/ hunting and I think 4 wheelers are fun to ride, but these are not things that interest me that much. I do love country music and country cooking but that's about it.
If I can I make it more understandable for you guys I would say this: I'd prefer to go to the mall w/ a guy who is really excited about going into a record store than Pro Bass Shop. I want a guy who is interested in keeping his place clean as opposed to keeping his gun really clean. Don't talk to me about the 8 point Buck you shot this morning b/c I really don't care or understand what that means anyway. I just don't think I'd mesh well w/ your typical "country boy." I don't fault any of these guys b/c this is the type of place we all grew up in. Maybe I fit better w/ a "city boy". I dunno.
But that's not my only concern. It's men. Men are all grown up and mature. And I'm aware that I am a woman and all grown up but I don't feel mature. I feel like a dork. I feel like a teenager sometimes. So how could I ever attract a strong rugged man anyway. Because believe me, some of these country boys are some fine lookin men too. So not only would we have nothing in common, but the guy would prolly think I have the maturity of a high schooler.
Like I said, I'm not really intersted in dating right now. But when I do feel like it, I think it's gonna be a lot tougher than I imagined. And I don't plan on moving anytime soon. So I'm pretty much doomed.