some days i wish i could still snowboard with you...
anonymous
April 9 2006, 02:34:30 UTC
and may other days i wish we were still speaking to one another. i know this is a lousy way to really communicate with anyone. i guess i could pick up the phone and call you. but part of me thinks you'd rather not ever hear my voice again.
i'm not surprised that i remember you having this online journal. and i'm not surprised that i remember a lot of the good and bad of our friendship.
there were times when i was on the road, and wanted to call you so badly and tell you: liz, my rental car is a subaru! liz, i just flew over salt lake city and man, those mountains are beautiful!, liz, i finally hit a jump and caught the rails and didn't wipe out!
i know in the last month of our friendship i really fucked up. and i'm sorry for hurting you so badly.
somedays i just try to forget ever being friends with you. because the end result - losing you - still hurts me. but i can't forget it. wherever i am you and our friendship is still a part of me.
you know the last time i saw you up at VT. i couldn't even look at you because i was still so upset about everything. i wish i had hugged you and let you know that i still love you.
anyways, i finally moved out of mass. got a new job in lake mary, fl. not out west where i always thought i'd go. but i'll get there eventually.
take care of yourself... and definitely get out to SLC if you can. it's gorgeous.
i know this is a lousy way to really communicate with anyone.
i guess i could pick up the phone and call you.
but part of me thinks you'd rather not ever hear my voice again.
i'm not surprised that i remember you having this online journal.
and i'm not surprised that i remember a lot of the good and bad of our friendship.
there were times when i was on the road, and wanted to call you so badly and tell you: liz, my rental car is a subaru! liz, i just flew over salt lake city and man, those mountains are beautiful!, liz, i finally hit a jump and caught the rails and didn't wipe out!
i know in the last month of our friendship i really fucked up.
and i'm sorry for hurting you so badly.
somedays i just try to forget ever being friends with you. because the end result - losing you - still hurts me. but i can't forget it. wherever i am you and our friendship is still a part of me.
you know the last time i saw you up at VT. i couldn't even look at you because i was still so upset about everything. i wish i had hugged you and let you know that i still love you.
anyways, i finally moved out of mass. got a new job in lake mary, fl. not out west where i always thought i'd go. but i'll get there eventually.
take care of yourself... and definitely get out to SLC if you can. it's gorgeous.
sue
4/8/06
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