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ouch :'(
not good today. not good at all. i collapsed on the floor at work. got up went to the bathroom and the tears just started streaming down my face. i'm incredibly sick. the endo is back x3 and it's been hurting horribly.
so i left work at 10am. ER. ultrasound. bloodwork. pelvic exam. you name it. now i'm on morphine AND perkaset. :'( i wish this was over with already. my dr. says he won't quit until i'm pain free. so why all the days in between? can't we just fast foward to pain free?
i'm so fucked up i don't even remember what the fuck i'm doing or where i am. not good. i think i'm going to go lie down. i've decided i don't like morphine and narcotics. what's even more fucked up is they let me drive myself home on this :(
not good today. not good at all. i collapsed on the floor at work. got up went to the bathroom and the tears just started streaming down my face. i'm incredibly sick. the endo is back x3 and it's been hurting horribly.
so i left work at 10am. ER. ultrasound. bloodwork. pelvic exam. you name it. now i'm on morphine AND perkaset. :'( i wish this was over with already. my dr. says he won't quit until i'm pain free. so why all the days in between? can't we just fast foward to pain free?
i'm so fucked up i don't even remember what the fuck i'm doing or where i am. not good. i think i'm going to go lie down. i've decided i don't like morphine and narcotics. what's even more fucked up is they let me drive myself home on this :(