Spring has historically been a turbulent and chaotic time for me--go figure. This year has been no different, what with radically changing jobs, defining my social scene a little differently (i.e. my ratio of kink to vanilla has gone drastically up in favor of vanilla) and realizing that one of my strongest relationships is in a bit of a sham. I am as well wavering between pretty chill and fuck-fuck how do I get to where I want to be?
In the middle of my muddling, I have not missed the large neon signs the Universe has thrown to show me how freaking awesome life is. A phone call from NY with some well worded perspective, a short but lovely visit from Rachelangela, several surprise meetings with homies in unexpected places, and the development of additional homies have all struck me stuttering with amazement.
Yea verily, I am blessed.