Grown To Be A Man

[nerdybbslines]

Sweet remorse has come to prey
On my heart and soul this very day
Why me why now why can't it wait
Until its no longer me I hate
I had to let you go
And I'm sure you'll never quite know
What my reasons had been
All the time my thoughts flow to then
And what I should have done
Thoughts we probably have in common
I wish I could go back
Set everything to the right track
I just wasn't ready for you
And didn't know what else to do
Its better you see
Because had you stayed with me
Things would not be the same
Your life wouldn't be nearly so tame
You wouldn't of had the same chances
It may all seem like nonsense
In your beautiful blue eyes
That so early we said our goodbyes
But one day you'll understand
Probably long after you've grown to be a man......