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why do people say smoking alone is pathetic? do you think it's pathetic? I think it's quite entertaining.. this internet life.. staring into my dog's eyes. damn.. i really ought to turn the heater off. I'm realizing a lot of trippy things listening to this music here faded as fuck. I'm realizing that my face really itches. So I scratch, and like an enlightened minded Monk, I notice every satisfying nerve in my face. That feels so tenderly delightful. Next I'm laughing uncontrollably about how this will make my most random post ever. Then I realize how life is so funny sometimes, and wonder, "..oh shit, the thought lost again" and "damn it has never taken this long to write a sentence. remember how those teachers use to tell us to write as quickly as we could in a certain amount of time and just see what happens. Look at all that has happened! I know a lot of the time I'm rambling junk and it's like, "what the fuck is she talking about?" or "where did that come from?" Well, I guess it comes from my rambling mind. Sometimes it's easy to create a flow, as I go, but it's always the same way that I roll, with my grammar and sentence and thought pattern rows. Once I start thinking too fast the words start sounding like notes and notes are allowed to be different. It's beautiful when we break the rules. We can break the rules in any form, as long as we make it art. This could be the ugliest shittiest piece of art, but word dhiarrea spits out and it's kind of nice. nice. or really long and weird. and slightly makes you feel like you've gone crazy. but then you snap out of it and realize the whole time, "that was some dank ass weed"