Dec 19, 2007 21:49
*whew* I'm really stressed right now! Even though I love christmas and am normally completely hyped before the holidays, this year I can't quite enjoy myself for a couple of reasons:
- I'm anxious because of the family situation
- I haven't done as much learning for my exam as I planned on doing, so I will have to study a lot during the holidays
- I don't wanna be separated from my bf for a week
- I just feel like I am not ready to leave home and go back 'home'
I also, as always, missed some of the things I absolutely want to do in december:
- seeing the 'Feuerzangenbowle' at the campus cinema (a german classic movie, with many interactive situations and a lot of drinking
- regularly meeting people on the christmas market for 'Glühwein' (mulled wine)
- watching christmas movies
At least I sent out cards and bought really cool presents :)
I am off for Hamburg on friday and somehow I really don't feel like going right now... (Yes sis, I am looking forward to see you, of course!)
christmas,
real life,
family