my shoelaces are bleeding
I wish I could be the little purple star that tells you all what kind of mood I'm in. I know it's not possible but I'm jealous of that little star. With the click of a button I can choose how he feels so If I wanted I could let him be happy all the time. I wish somebody could control my moods and let me be happy all the time. I woke up not feeling like myself, things are falling apart in my head faster than I expected. My skull is the cave where my monster lives and the walls are crumbling and caving in. Today is the kind of day when you do something irrational and you don't have to justify it.
EDIT: I just remembered I had a dream my cat snuggles came back. But the thing is he didn't run away he got eaten by something in my front yard. So I was weirded out. I hate animals everytime I love one it dies or leaves me. I miss Indie, I still think he'll come home but I know I just don't want to admit that i've lost another pet I loved.
EDIT: I just remembered I had a dream my cat snuggles came back. But the thing is he didn't run away he got eaten by something in my front yard. So I was weirded out. I hate animals everytime I love one it dies or leaves me. I miss Indie, I still think he'll come home but I know I just don't want to admit that i've lost another pet I loved.