It is tuesday?
So I am at working, working very hard obviously. I had to dress up today so I'm cold cause I'm not used to skirts and heels. I don't even want to get into details but I have realized this journal is just a place for me to come and either write about my weekend or complain about my mom. And as usual there is more drama with my mama but it's started to branch out to the neighbors. I just need to stop caring and pay her no attention. Which is hard because my outburts lately have been worse than usual and close together.
So my family isn't getting together for Thanksgiving this year, i'm totally bummed about it because I really do look forward to it. I don't want to have Thanksgiving dinner with just my immediate family, but I think Josh's family is doing something so I will probably be with him for the holiday.
I embarassed myself so bad at his house last night, I thought I had gotten my crying under control and then right when we walk in I look at them say hi and burst into tears. Luckily Josh is the best and he hurried me off to the bathroom so we could have some privacy while I tried to get un-upset.
Now I have to buy my mom new frames for her glasses because of my stupid impulsive angry things I do. whatever. So I'm sure she won't help me out by ordering something on her credit card that I wanted for Josh's birthday. If I didn't suck at having a bank account I would use mine. But I also need to order it like tonight so it gets here on time but I don't have the money until Friday. So my plans will probably not go through resulting in me being highly dissappointed but it's not my b-day so I'm not allowed to pout.
Our mailman was so happy today he made me think it was Friday. That's pretty damn happy for a Tuesday.
So my family isn't getting together for Thanksgiving this year, i'm totally bummed about it because I really do look forward to it. I don't want to have Thanksgiving dinner with just my immediate family, but I think Josh's family is doing something so I will probably be with him for the holiday.
I embarassed myself so bad at his house last night, I thought I had gotten my crying under control and then right when we walk in I look at them say hi and burst into tears. Luckily Josh is the best and he hurried me off to the bathroom so we could have some privacy while I tried to get un-upset.
Now I have to buy my mom new frames for her glasses because of my stupid impulsive angry things I do. whatever. So I'm sure she won't help me out by ordering something on her credit card that I wanted for Josh's birthday. If I didn't suck at having a bank account I would use mine. But I also need to order it like tonight so it gets here on time but I don't have the money until Friday. So my plans will probably not go through resulting in me being highly dissappointed but it's not my b-day so I'm not allowed to pout.
Our mailman was so happy today he made me think it was Friday. That's pretty damn happy for a Tuesday.