Hello guys (though I feel like I'm talking to myself... well, I'm okay with that XD)
LOL OKAY I JUST WROTE A POST BUT I ACCIDENTALLY CLICKED BACK AND UUGH IT'S GONE
so
Yeah. Nothing much happened for the past few days.
I'm a little bit upset because of the contests...
English was fine, right? I passed it... I don't have to write Exam etc etc yeah cool.
But Polish... I lacked four points to pass. I had 32/40, when 36 were needed.
Only if it was essay... But no. Final part... You had to speak.
LOL I didn't like the first question. I had to talk about homelessness and isolation, using some examples from literature.
But I liked the poem! "Miasto młodości" by Czesław Miłosz. lol it's Polish so yeah.
I had to read it like twice to understand, but I finally got it.
And then... I think I did well with the first question, but my interpretation of the poem was wrong. I'm sure if I mentioned that this poem is relevant to author's life, I'd have passed it! GAH. I suck lol.
What else? My birthday~ I almost forgot about them myself. But yeah. I spent this day peacefully, just how I wanted. Watched film and ate pizza with my two friends, for the sake of old times. I appreciated it, really.
And what I wanted to write, too... I noticed I don't draw or edit so much like in the past anymore. It's quite saddening, because I thought drawing is my passion, but now my "talent" just flies away and I can't catch it before it disappears completely LOL. It's so pathetic, ugh. But yeah. As I see my fails when I draw, I get quite mad and don't want to fail anymore. So I don't draw.
I'm such a miserable person. I should start ~believing~ and ~practicing~ instead of giving up.
And I'm going to! Starting from PE, lol... XDDD Yeah. I tried to do well today :3
Yeah. list to do:
Oh, and! I showed my aunt SHINee's MVs. First "Nuna neomu Yeppeo (Replay)" and then "Lucifer" to show, how much they changed. It's sooo confusing and impressing at the same time. Can you believe Taemin from my UP is going to be 18 years old in four months? Time flies by so quickly~
Bye bye :3
so
Yeah. Nothing much happened for the past few days.
I'm a little bit upset because of the contests...
English was fine, right? I passed it... I don't have to write Exam etc etc yeah cool.
But Polish... I lacked four points to pass. I had 32/40, when 36 were needed.
Only if it was essay... But no. Final part... You had to speak.
LOL I didn't like the first question. I had to talk about homelessness and isolation, using some examples from literature.
But I liked the poem! "Miasto młodości" by Czesław Miłosz. lol it's Polish so yeah.
I had to read it like twice to understand, but I finally got it.
And then... I think I did well with the first question, but my interpretation of the poem was wrong. I'm sure if I mentioned that this poem is relevant to author's life, I'd have passed it! GAH. I suck lol.
What else? My birthday~ I almost forgot about them myself. But yeah. I spent this day peacefully, just how I wanted. Watched film and ate pizza with my two friends, for the sake of old times. I appreciated it, really.
And what I wanted to write, too... I noticed I don't draw or edit so much like in the past anymore. It's quite saddening, because I thought drawing is my passion, but now my "talent" just flies away and I can't catch it before it disappears completely LOL. It's so pathetic, ugh. But yeah. As I see my fails when I draw, I get quite mad and don't want to fail anymore. So I don't draw.
I'm such a miserable person. I should start ~believing~ and ~practicing~ instead of giving up.
And I'm going to! Starting from PE, lol... XDDD Yeah. I tried to do well today :3
Yeah. list to do:
- Not give up - practice and do my best.
- Learn! I want to have good results at the end of the year~
- Draw! I want to do some portraits... I hope I won't give up in the middle of process.
- Be more social! Lol, sad true. I have to go out more, not only sit at my PC... XD"
- Read some books! Starting from the book for school. Then I have to find some interesting positions yeaaah.
- Save! I need money~ I want to buy so many things OTL And I want to change my style a lot... So many clothes to buy. Gah, who would think these words would someday come out of my mouth?
- Smile! KEKEKEKEKE. If we're sad, we have to smile, it'll make us happier~! ^_^ Only if this smile isn't fake, of course...
Oh, and! I showed my aunt SHINee's MVs. First "Nuna neomu Yeppeo (Replay)" and then "Lucifer" to show, how much they changed. It's sooo confusing and impressing at the same time. Can you believe Taemin from my UP is going to be 18 years old in four months? Time flies by so quickly~
Bye bye :3