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I've gotta be the weirdest kid I know.. but only on everyone else's standards of what's weird and what's hip.
fashion is dumb, scenesters are dumb, supporting anarchy is dumb, having blogs for the sake of ego inflation and/or attnetion is dumb, emo/screamo/hardcore/indie is dumb, apathy is dumb.
why the figgy pudding can't anyone just be themselves anymore? I mean, everyone's always gotta put on a show for attention. if it's not buying a $130 sean john t-shirt, it's buying a $3 "vintage" plaid miniskirt from a thrift store, and bragging to everyone where you got it.
it's like when you preach to the choir; everyone will agree with you and cheer you on, but only because they agreed with you before you even started. you've accomplished nothing except boost your own arrogance. good job.
honestly, I've never fit in anywhere in my entire life. ever. even with my past and current *best* friends, I don't fit in. I've always thought and acted independently from, really, everyone else.
how do I even *have* friends? I'm not hot, I'm not fashionable, I [at first glance] have nothing in common with any typical body, I'm brutally honest, and I utilize the lowest form of wit in nearly all my conversations.
so why do I have friends? because people like *me*. and, it just so happens, that I rule.
it's true. ask anyone.
heh, you'd think with my overload of self-confidence, I'd be able to approach my crush of like 7 months. BUT NO.
I'm just weird like that.
fashion is dumb, scenesters are dumb, supporting anarchy is dumb, having blogs for the sake of ego inflation and/or attnetion is dumb, emo/screamo/hardcore/indie is dumb, apathy is dumb.
why the figgy pudding can't anyone just be themselves anymore? I mean, everyone's always gotta put on a show for attention. if it's not buying a $130 sean john t-shirt, it's buying a $3 "vintage" plaid miniskirt from a thrift store, and bragging to everyone where you got it.
it's like when you preach to the choir; everyone will agree with you and cheer you on, but only because they agreed with you before you even started. you've accomplished nothing except boost your own arrogance. good job.
honestly, I've never fit in anywhere in my entire life. ever. even with my past and current *best* friends, I don't fit in. I've always thought and acted independently from, really, everyone else.
how do I even *have* friends? I'm not hot, I'm not fashionable, I [at first glance] have nothing in common with any typical body, I'm brutally honest, and I utilize the lowest form of wit in nearly all my conversations.
so why do I have friends? because people like *me*. and, it just so happens, that I rule.
it's true. ask anyone.
heh, you'd think with my overload of self-confidence, I'd be able to approach my crush of like 7 months. BUT NO.
I'm just weird like that.