Apr 06, 2009 17:14
This semester I haven't been able to tell if I'm totally stressed out or if I'm almost totally at ease. And trust me, that is the fucking weirdest thing to probably be confused about. Mostly I can't tell if my lack of organization is due to either having way too much on my plate or if it's just being totally care-free and not really attempting anything
I'm taking 6 classes and the workload is basically ginormous. Although none of my classes are actually hard, I can't seem to actually remember to do all the work. But most definitely, German is the worst. It not only has the most work, but also is the hardest. I almost feel like a total creeper since I realized the only reason I'm probably taking that class still is because of the boy in there, who is the first boy I've had an actual crush on for a while.
On the flipped and extremely ironic side, I feel as though Physics may actually be dumbing me down. All of the things we learn are extreme common sense and I skip that class way too often now because I don't feel the need to go.
I really don't want to, but I think I might have to move back to Ashland for a portion of the summer. I'm going to try my hardest not to though, because I really really really really really really REALLY don't want to!!
I want to be independent and be paying for my own apartment/food/life. I don't want to die of over-exhaustion when I get a second job though...bust.