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i want to try and keep up with my life : ) id like to start with tonight
Brian and i hve been dating for a year and 3 months.
im continually getting worried about when i go to school, but were going to talk about that tomorrow.
tonight, im going with him to buy the new madden game coming out at midnight..
im only going to show support. i still fucking hate videogames lol. serioulsy i do.
so on the family front, im not speaking to my step family besides mike, ill get into that at another time.
and i really am loving brians family. i lovvee his sister, shes adorable and i love hanging out with her, but i worry about her alot.
theres alot of family issues there, and issues with her mom, and self image and all that, which im sure ill also be talking about some time.
on the friends side of things, i think im having a hard time trying to keep up and stay interested with everyone, only because theyre all completely separate. ive been talking to andrew alot...hes seriously just. idk. like, i use dot be SO inlove with him haha. well the idea of him anyway..i wanted him to be the hot guy who fel in love with me--->the below average girl with a decent personality. but now were just reallygood friends. mind you its been that way on and of for years...and i gave up my crush on him freshman year haha. so thats going well. ive tried to talk to mitch too, but i havent seen him in about a year. and aine and i willprobably stay friends too. amanda ericson and i have hung out a few times, and ola i havent seen but she is going to CCSU so im sure well keep in touch, i hope lol. but amanda donnelly is the one im going to miss. Weve been best friends throught everything,even when she went to florida, and im so sad that shes going to be leaving, and making new friends and potentially forgetting about me. the last time im going to see her is tomorrow night. i dont know how thats going to go : (
Brian and i hve been dating for a year and 3 months.
im continually getting worried about when i go to school, but were going to talk about that tomorrow.
tonight, im going with him to buy the new madden game coming out at midnight..
im only going to show support. i still fucking hate videogames lol. serioulsy i do.
so on the family front, im not speaking to my step family besides mike, ill get into that at another time.
and i really am loving brians family. i lovvee his sister, shes adorable and i love hanging out with her, but i worry about her alot.
theres alot of family issues there, and issues with her mom, and self image and all that, which im sure ill also be talking about some time.
on the friends side of things, i think im having a hard time trying to keep up and stay interested with everyone, only because theyre all completely separate. ive been talking to andrew alot...hes seriously just. idk. like, i use dot be SO inlove with him haha. well the idea of him anyway..i wanted him to be the hot guy who fel in love with me--->the below average girl with a decent personality. but now were just reallygood friends. mind you its been that way on and of for years...and i gave up my crush on him freshman year haha. so thats going well. ive tried to talk to mitch too, but i havent seen him in about a year. and aine and i willprobably stay friends too. amanda ericson and i have hung out a few times, and ola i havent seen but she is going to CCSU so im sure well keep in touch, i hope lol. but amanda donnelly is the one im going to miss. Weve been best friends throught everything,even when she went to florida, and im so sad that shes going to be leaving, and making new friends and potentially forgetting about me. the last time im going to see her is tomorrow night. i dont know how thats going to go : (