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So wonder if u love a boy...but the boy dosnt love u back?
Or.......
Wonder if u love a girl...but the girl dosnt love u back? Then what?
Find another boy! Kill the girl!
Geez......honestly people.
Ur not help!
So okay here we get to the goods.
So I figured out what I have. But I don't think I can self cure, hell no one can cure this shit. It's like friggin Poison Ivy of the heart, and it's spreadin like a mo fo from cocomo.
I wanna have feelings. And I can't, I thought I didnt know why, but it's simple. I can't allow myself to have feelings, because my heart rejects them. Enableing me to be alone until the end of time.
I was confused, I thought it was just like "not a 10" thing, but no I was only decieving myself, cause people fall in love with 5's all the time.
Have I lost u all? Or do i just write to many GD lj's?
Destined to be alone until the end of time right?
I think I'm like those fallin angles, just sent to earth to help others, and of course I've built up the bricks so damn high......cause hello! others come first stupid! AH!
Okay Okay........breath, wheres that inhaler! Ah it's hurting *inhale w/inhaler.....and exhale.....Inhaler.......exhale........*
Okay feelin a bit saucey!
HOT!
U know who I do love though? More then friggin Jewls, my Kitty Cat, her name is Buffy but I call her Buttchie/Peach/Peach tree/Hunnie/Hammerhead/Puts out/Lunch lady/ widdle cwecher....amoung other kewl names that I love.
Buffy Buttons Ho.
aw.........She loves u 2
Or.......
Wonder if u love a girl...but the girl dosnt love u back? Then what?
Find another boy! Kill the girl!
Geez......honestly people.
Ur not help!
So okay here we get to the goods.
So I figured out what I have. But I don't think I can self cure, hell no one can cure this shit. It's like friggin Poison Ivy of the heart, and it's spreadin like a mo fo from cocomo.
I wanna have feelings. And I can't, I thought I didnt know why, but it's simple. I can't allow myself to have feelings, because my heart rejects them. Enableing me to be alone until the end of time.
I was confused, I thought it was just like "not a 10" thing, but no I was only decieving myself, cause people fall in love with 5's all the time.
Have I lost u all? Or do i just write to many GD lj's?
Destined to be alone until the end of time right?
I think I'm like those fallin angles, just sent to earth to help others, and of course I've built up the bricks so damn high......cause hello! others come first stupid! AH!
Okay Okay........breath, wheres that inhaler! Ah it's hurting *inhale w/inhaler.....and exhale.....Inhaler.......exhale........*
Okay feelin a bit saucey!
HOT!
U know who I do love though? More then friggin Jewls, my Kitty Cat, her name is Buffy but I call her Buttchie/Peach/Peach tree/Hunnie/Hammerhead/Puts out/Lunch lady/ widdle cwecher....amoung other kewl names that I love.
Buffy Buttons Ho.
aw.........She loves u 2