Going to miss my bevloved BGSU!! Dx

Jul 11, 2012 09:06

My sister went to Miami University and when you are in school you are racking up 40,000 dollars in school loans and maybe even more than that. She works at a job she hates and completely sees no hope for the future or anything good in her life right now and it is killing her that she cannot move out and get on with what she wants to do. I dunno what is going on even if she wants to go to grad school but she keeps on hesitating. But those are a different story. Working 80 hours a week just to get the 600 to 700 dollar a month payment would hold anyone back. And me....IT WOULD DRIVE ME INSANE! xP I tell you this amount because that is the reality of it all. If you can get a job that pays it that is awesome and go for it! But for me...I just cannot see myself getting a job that is art right out of college. And soon after you will have to begin to pay it off.

I decided to not go back to BGSU (Bowling Green State University) because all that money/stress isnt worth it when I can find a different way to achieve my goal of being an manga artists/digital artist.  I will find another way. Although this is my decision I am really going to miss my time there and all the opprotunities to go on a summer trip to Japan/Japanese teachers were awesome and my awesome Taiko group. And most of all the friends I have made up there.

I am gonna think back on the year I was there and just smile :) I loved it that much. Best year of my life. I will try to come visit as much as possible since I will be driving. But it still was a really hard decision. But I signed and I did what I had to do. :( Really sad about it and everyone here even my parents know how sad I am.

I never mean't to make anyone sad. And I feel bad I got some peoples hopes up because I didn't make a decision until yesterday.

Short sweet and too the point. I AM GONNA MISS YOU BGSU!!!! Dx *hugs*

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