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Today would i think be known as "bottoming out." I didn't go to either of my classes and I'm not really caring about it all that much. I have a paper to write for tomorrow and I'll probably be up writing it all night or start now and finish it soon or something of that nature. i wish i could make sense of anything in the world right now, but it's just not happening. Girls are but a small farce that we illusion ourselves into, but it feels SO right. Any type of mainline thinking seems inherently empty. menial tasks performed to adequately exist in the world are even more pointless. This is me enjoying my education. In all honesty, i can definitely say it's been worth every cent. no matter how i figure it out, at least i'll know that i'm not giving into some sort of system that just churns out certain personality types. for that i am indeed thankful. this probably doesn't make a whole lot of coherent sense. but, as i said, neither does anything to me at the moment.
additionally, i love how it seems as though nothing good has happened in a while when SO MANY things have. but what's good? what is feeding into some endless cycle of control designed to make us think we are somehow happy? oh gee. anyway, just take note that the old livejournal has become a majorly internal thing, so generally things have been alright.
additionally, i love how it seems as though nothing good has happened in a while when SO MANY things have. but what's good? what is feeding into some endless cycle of control designed to make us think we are somehow happy? oh gee. anyway, just take note that the old livejournal has become a majorly internal thing, so generally things have been alright.