i sort of kind of a lot miss him.
philip left for his first day of work at papa john's a couple hours ago, so i'm stuck here by myself until i go to work at 4:00.
i'm pretty lonely right now and not to mention extremely bored.
i hope he enjoys it. he'll be delivering pizzas, so he'll be making pretty good money.
i've been working for niko niko's for about two weeks now and i'm liking it a lot. i work either 9-4 or 4-close five days a week and i haven't started making tips yet, but i will be in a week and a half.
then it'll all be worth it. some of the people i work with say they sometimes make 100bucks friday or saturday nights just in tips!
i'm pretty excited about that because then i won't have to worry about money anymore.
how have i been? well let me write it out.
philip and i will have been together ten months the 21st and time has gone by so fast. it's weird to think about how we were when we first got together. i never thought i would still be infatuated with someone after being with them 24hours a day, 7days a week, for 10 months, but i still am. i feel as if he thinks it's his fault when i get upset and/or break down and cry, but the thing is is that he's really the only thing that makes me happy anymore. i yelled at him yesterday and i feel fucking horrible about it. he was trying to make me feel better because i had a shitty day and all i did was cry and yell at him. what kind of girlfriend does that? i appreciate every little thing he does, i just need to show it more often. he's so fucking caring. i find myself sometimes thinking negative, like,"what if philip doesn't find me attractive anymore?" and i just dwell on that thought for a while and sometimes i tell him, but why should i even question that. why would we be living together if he didn't find me attractive anymore. right? right. oh, the computer is about to die.
i'm pretty lonely right now and not to mention extremely bored.
i hope he enjoys it. he'll be delivering pizzas, so he'll be making pretty good money.
i've been working for niko niko's for about two weeks now and i'm liking it a lot. i work either 9-4 or 4-close five days a week and i haven't started making tips yet, but i will be in a week and a half.
then it'll all be worth it. some of the people i work with say they sometimes make 100bucks friday or saturday nights just in tips!
i'm pretty excited about that because then i won't have to worry about money anymore.
how have i been? well let me write it out.
philip and i will have been together ten months the 21st and time has gone by so fast. it's weird to think about how we were when we first got together. i never thought i would still be infatuated with someone after being with them 24hours a day, 7days a week, for 10 months, but i still am. i feel as if he thinks it's his fault when i get upset and/or break down and cry, but the thing is is that he's really the only thing that makes me happy anymore. i yelled at him yesterday and i feel fucking horrible about it. he was trying to make me feel better because i had a shitty day and all i did was cry and yell at him. what kind of girlfriend does that? i appreciate every little thing he does, i just need to show it more often. he's so fucking caring. i find myself sometimes thinking negative, like,"what if philip doesn't find me attractive anymore?" and i just dwell on that thought for a while and sometimes i tell him, but why should i even question that. why would we be living together if he didn't find me attractive anymore. right? right. oh, the computer is about to die.