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it's really upsetting to see her like this
i just wish there was more i could do.
she was throwing up a lot tonight and i could just tell that she was about to start crying
and it's just
just i donno
why the fuck did she have to get sick? of all the people.
it's weird
i'll sometimes wake up in the middle of the night just to make sure she's alright, and i'll just sit there by her and stare at her. i hope she never wakes up when i do this because it's a way to cope with what i'm feeling right now and i'd rather not let her know.
this disease needs to leave her alone.
i just wish there was more i could do.
she was throwing up a lot tonight and i could just tell that she was about to start crying
and it's just
just i donno
why the fuck did she have to get sick? of all the people.
it's weird
i'll sometimes wake up in the middle of the night just to make sure she's alright, and i'll just sit there by her and stare at her. i hope she never wakes up when i do this because it's a way to cope with what i'm feeling right now and i'd rather not let her know.
this disease needs to leave her alone.