Excuse the cheesy ending please haha.

[nerdi_babe]

I was taking pictures off the wall last night around 4am, and as I was doing so I realized how distant all those memories seemed. the oldest picture up there was from prom, the 2nd oldest from graduation. Weird. All that was only 2 years ago, 2 years that have passed rather quickly might I add. I just had this very odd feeling while looking at

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Long, Sappy, and most likely boring .... just like a lone Pine Tree

[revo_ezylana]

I agree however I have a little bit of a different twist on mine. When I go home and look at the pictures on my wall I always see the good memories. I don't try to .. it just happens that way. When I look at myself I see me, me in a different chapter but still me. I've never had that feeling like I was looking at someone else. There is only the year that I was at UCF that I can really say I regret and that I was a little bit of a different person. And I only regret the consequences but I absolutely loved that year. Though I know that I've changed it doesn't feel like it ... I feel as if the person I am was the person I always was and that I just figured out how to use my ability. It feels like I'm at the only significantly bad point in my life, but my logic tells me that I've been here before and that the further away it gets, the better it looked. I do look at things I did and go y? ... Sometimes I welcome change and sometimes a cling to it with a death grip. The only Assumption I can make at this point is that this is life. Full of ups and downs, Obstacles and Escalators. (thats definately going to be a song title) Take it as it comes. Jaime - I agree The most important thing is that you are true to yourself. Follow what your heart and mind tell you, despite the fact that they argue like annoying siblings.
The other important thing is that I too have learned what it is to have a TRUE friend. I have had some shit friends in the past. Some that pretend to be true and then leave you on a street corner like an abandoned litter of puppies. Some slap on labels even though they make no effort to question or understand. It is nice to know that there are certain people in life that you can always count on being there. Thanks.

Re: Long, Sappy, and most likely boring .... just like a lone Pine Tree

[nerdi_babe]

I see the good memories too.. like I said, I didn't say it was necessarily a bad thing.. But that part of my life is over. I'm not 16-18 years old anymore, I'm not really a kid now.. I'm not an adult either.. I'm just in limbo.. but all those times were awesome, and the way I felt in general was awesome (despite what I said at the time.. haha I was so dumb) and that's what makes it kind of sad.. not because it was bad, but because it was so good. But I also know that there are a lot of good times to look forward to.. It's tim eto start thinking about those things, rather than just the things that were.
haha and I will never leave you on a street corner like an abandoned litter of puppies. hhahaha dork.