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Bahkan pada saat gw ngetik postingan ini, gw ga tau gimana sebenernya perasaan gw.
Marah? Kesel? Sebel? atau malah musti seneng dan bangga?
My Boy friend is such everybody's best friend. Male and female.
I'm fine with that of course, coz yes.. he's nice. Thats the main reason why I fell for him at the first time.
But things are getting more complex lately.
Since we are going out, I meet lots of his friends. Most of them are my friends also, and I really enjoy that.
But somehow, I couldn't stop but noticing, that sumptimes they treat me as 'his GF' and not as 'Vanya'.
Well ok thats fine, because if I'm not dating him, maybe I wouldn't get along with them as close as this.
But thats sucks..
I mean..
I don't want to be rude, but yes I was mad once.
I wasn't mad at him, neither was at his friends.
But I was mad to myself.... I hate the way they put 'label' on me.
Like last saturday. I received a txt from one of our friend. My BF got it also. But I received it first. And I was like.. me? got a msg like this? I mean, I wasn't belong to his group [if I may say the word group. Coz I couldn't find any suitable one] But somehow I was glad to receive such a msg.
But will she send me the txt if I am not his GF? I doubt it.
Please please please if u read this, don't get me wrong. I really like the msg. That was the very nice of you.
But yes I was shocked when she emailed me this morning. Not the email that surprised me. The flow was fine until she wrote,
Please don't be angry if I call your BF at midnight. But I try to slow it down when I know you two are going out"
And I was like..
Oh C'mon.... He has his own life..
I have mine..
I don't have the rights (and I don't want, either) to change the way he lives his life.
His friends doesn't always have to be mine too. Especially if they don't want to.
Once again.. pleaseeeeeeeee
If you guys read this... don't get me wrong...
And as for you...
I love you..
and I'm so lucky to have you.. :*
Marah? Kesel? Sebel? atau malah musti seneng dan bangga?
My Boy friend is such everybody's best friend. Male and female.
I'm fine with that of course, coz yes.. he's nice. Thats the main reason why I fell for him at the first time.
But things are getting more complex lately.
Since we are going out, I meet lots of his friends. Most of them are my friends also, and I really enjoy that.
But somehow, I couldn't stop but noticing, that sumptimes they treat me as 'his GF' and not as 'Vanya'.
Well ok thats fine, because if I'm not dating him, maybe I wouldn't get along with them as close as this.
But thats sucks..
I mean..
I don't want to be rude, but yes I was mad once.
I wasn't mad at him, neither was at his friends.
But I was mad to myself.... I hate the way they put 'label' on me.
Like last saturday. I received a txt from one of our friend. My BF got it also. But I received it first. And I was like.. me? got a msg like this? I mean, I wasn't belong to his group [if I may say the word group. Coz I couldn't find any suitable one] But somehow I was glad to receive such a msg.
But will she send me the txt if I am not his GF? I doubt it.
Please please please if u read this, don't get me wrong. I really like the msg. That was the very nice of you.
But yes I was shocked when she emailed me this morning. Not the email that surprised me. The flow was fine until she wrote,
Please don't be angry if I call your BF at midnight. But I try to slow it down when I know you two are going out"
And I was like..
Oh C'mon.... He has his own life..
I have mine..
I don't have the rights (and I don't want, either) to change the way he lives his life.
His friends doesn't always have to be mine too. Especially if they don't want to.
Once again.. pleaseeeeeeeee
If you guys read this... don't get me wrong...
And as for you...
I love you..
and I'm so lucky to have you.. :*