boo you whore!
so, i let you down and you dont want me to take the blame when you know damn right it was all my fault, you just dont wanna hurt my feelings, not knowing that im numb inside...you can tell me that your mad disapointed is bad but it makes me feel like a 5 year old...but oh well.. so for the ppl whoi havent talked to me or care....ive been having a bad week and i just wann all out here... i hate myself i hate the person who ive become..sean, i wanna talk to you bout this srry. but i do i hate how every person(guy) that i meet i have to get super close to. and i het that ppl have learned to walk all pver me and like ive learned to act like it dont bother me..haha and thats why i carve into my arm right? so that i can act better cause i know that when i get home the words ppl say to be will be drowned by my blood.. and my parents know that i can be talked to like shit and it wont bother me thats why they call me usless and stupid and a two timeing whore yup and i take this shit from ppl... i hate the way i think i hate the way i breathe and i hate the way that everyday i wanna die! i mean everyday i wish that some freak accident would just end my screwd up life. i mean of course im happt with sean happier than i thought i would be but i still wouldnt mind dieing...and i hate how i walk how i look i really think that someone should just like walk up and hity me in the face with a blunt object soo hard that i die....do it! peer persure haha well thats all the emu moments i got no love you all..i swear i do....