What the

[nerd101]

Hello, today sucked like every other day. I hate going to school now because i have friends and if they acted like it then well they would just go behind my back and say mean shit about me. I hated to day because i love going to school now i hate it because i always get teased and it sucks and i just want them to stop but it's hard for the people that are pretty and nice and are really skinny and they look at me and i am shit! Never ever does someone try to call me or talk to me, i wished they did but i don't wait by the phone and wanting my wish to come true. So i go and be my self and not put on a act, and i always fell wanted but they are just being nice to me in front of me. I love julia a lot but it seems like me and her are not being friends any more. The only person i can think of that doesn't say mean shit or says nothing mean to me is scott c. I love him a lot and i can tell him any thing and i love to know that.

*Now every time i come home i want to leave every thing and just end it all!*

I hate matt for what he did to me!

Cooper
Neever think of me that way
I wanna lay by the bay
Leave me alone
i wanna go home