Ugh, Derek...
So here I am, hanging out up in Northern California, hoping to just have a nice time gaming and forget about Derek for awhile.... just to give him and myself some space.....
I woke up this morning to a LOVELY text message from him that basically said "When you get back, I expect you to remove your name from my bank account."
How dare he? How can he not feel ANY shred of guilt whatsoever for what he's done to me? He shattered my life, like a rock through a window! All I have left to fall back on is the little bit of money he "oh so kindly spared" for my bank account... and if my mother won't take me back to Maryland, I will literally be screwed as to where I'll be living...
I've never cheated on him.
I've never lied to him.
I've never asked the impossible of him.
All I've ever asked of him was to love and respect me, and, once in awhile, take me out for some fun.... he never went anywhere with me when I would go out... I'd go to meet people and he'd never come with... No matter how much I begged and pleaded.... It'd be a Christmas Miracle if he actually would take me anywhere.
... but then one day, he seemed to try more. It was only two days before he broke up with me, he said, "Let's maybe go to SeaWorld or something like that." He was giving a sincere attempt and being more open to going out.... He actually sounded excited and happy about it.
Then this? He breaks up with me after meeting some gorram bitch named Kristen?
Out of nowhere.
......I've never felt more alone in my life.
I woke up this morning to a LOVELY text message from him that basically said "When you get back, I expect you to remove your name from my bank account."
How dare he? How can he not feel ANY shred of guilt whatsoever for what he's done to me? He shattered my life, like a rock through a window! All I have left to fall back on is the little bit of money he "oh so kindly spared" for my bank account... and if my mother won't take me back to Maryland, I will literally be screwed as to where I'll be living...
I've never cheated on him.
I've never lied to him.
I've never asked the impossible of him.
All I've ever asked of him was to love and respect me, and, once in awhile, take me out for some fun.... he never went anywhere with me when I would go out... I'd go to meet people and he'd never come with... No matter how much I begged and pleaded.... It'd be a Christmas Miracle if he actually would take me anywhere.
... but then one day, he seemed to try more. It was only two days before he broke up with me, he said, "Let's maybe go to SeaWorld or something like that." He was giving a sincere attempt and being more open to going out.... He actually sounded excited and happy about it.
Then this? He breaks up with me after meeting some gorram bitch named Kristen?
Out of nowhere.
......I've never felt more alone in my life.