topic 139 friends
I make acquaintances very easily. People don't like me and the truth is I don't like most people. They want to hang out with me. They want to spend my money. They want to use my drugs. They want to drink my liquor. They will beg me to hang out with them, but they don't like me. I'm an asshole and a jackass. I'm not going to try and change to be a better person. There will be no finding of religion or conscience that will make me want to be a better person. I'm bitter and angry because life fucking sucks huge donkey balls and I think I'm a little entitled to carry this big chip on my shoulder. I've got two people that I will lay down my life for without a second thought. Two people I would consider my two am phone call if I get busted. Two people that I know who cry genuine fucking tears if I were to bite the big one because of some stupid stunt I pulled. They are not related to me by blood, but they are closer than friends to me. Duncan and Veronica are the family I have chosen for myself and the relationships with them hasn't been easy. We are fucked up and we keep screwing things up with each other, but we figure it out as it comes along. Friendship that matters is never easy. If you don't have to put an effort into it then there is no substance. I don't need anyone other than the two of them and if you fuck with them or try and take them away from me, then you will have everything you need to write the topic that follows this one.