You're tryin' to look cute in your blue jeans...
So I haven’t updated in a long time. I hope everyone is doing well. I assume everyone is doing well.
Hmm where to begin. First and foremost, I would like to take a moment to apologize to any females who in the past year or so have offended and pretty much been an ass to. Umm I’ve pretty much come to the conclusion lately that I do a lot of things for myself, like trying to get girls to do things, leading girls on, telling girls fake shit just so i could get some. Although I never really follow up on my asshole'ness I’m still sorry. I have realized I’m not an ass hole, and being an asshole is quite alright. All I want is to be happy.
Well moving on from that rather depressing topic, Umm recently i have been scanning the "radar" for a girlfriend as always but I was thinking about what i really want, i want a girl who can hold a conversation, isn’t a dumb ass, cute, smart, knows what she wants, not afraid to have some fun, but more importantly someone who an kick my ass. As much as i hate recalling the time that I was "with" Jen or what ever the fuck you chose to call it, those few weeks were some of my most productive weeks. Knowing that there was something awesome waiting for me when I was done my work or whatever it may be was like an incentive. I have lost my incentive. If anyone has any suggestions please let me know. I thought I may have had something that fell into all of these, but I don’t know anymore, I don’t think I’m her kind of guy:-/
Moving on.... Pretty much I’ve realized that I need to work my ass off in school, on the basketball court (an entirely other topic which I'm pissed about) and in my life in general. That’s my new Years resolution, oh and to lose 20lbs, get hot, join a band, get a car, and FSU all over town.
( I would just like to make note to one person. I’m sure that after reading this you will know who it’s too and whatever. I’m sorry, you and I haven’t really been able to do anything correctly, and that’s pretty much all my fault, and I know this. I don’t want you to hate me, please please please don’t hate me, just know that I need to figure out a few things before I can figure out our situation.)
I'm really hoping there are a lot of comments for this one. If not I'm going to get a little concerned, for your lack of concern
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