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so...i really should be doing my homework. i have quite a bit to do. but, obviously writing in my uber cool online journal is WAY more important. so here i am. doing just that.
wellll..not a lot is new. this weekend was fun. me and my group got to actually go OUT to eat somewhere because my friend andy's g/f was visiting. so we obviously took advantage of that by going to eat ot olive garden. expensive, but worth every penny, in my opinion. it had been tens upon tens of days since i ate real live food. lol.
i get to schedule my classes for next semester on friday. im kinda nervous. im afraid that i wont be able to get on the web site cuz everyone will be trying to...and then im afraid ill get blocked out of all the classes i want and end up with a shitty schedule. and that is the LAST thing i need. ughl. i've been very stressed lately. and i hate hate HATE being stressed out. it ruins everything. not to mention the fact that i think im getting sick. boo...i just havn't been in the best of spirits lately.
im sorta in this frame of mind right now that almost ALWAYS ends very badly for me. i just get in these moods every now and then where i just really want a b/f. it just hits me that like, everyone around me has one, and then when my friends try to set me up with people, or tell me who they think i should date, it just makes things a million times worse. im perfectly cappable of finding my own boy. if i REALLY HAD to have a b/f...i would. but i am nina elizabeth pettry. i dont settle. and when i get in these moods where i want a b/f so bad, im willing to settle.. it usually ends in one of those gay 3 month relationships because i realize that i never really liked the guy, i just liked that idea of having a b/f. gay gay gay. someone remind me that i dont need a boy to validate my worth. that boyfriends are overrated and probably a waste of my time. lol. and please please please...no suggestions of who you think i should date.
on a similar note, my friend dan from here broke up with his g/f...or should i say, she brok up with him. hes from texas so i can understand the long distance thing would be pretty rough. but none of us saw it coming. i dont even think he did. so...very depressed dan. and that makes me sad. but hes getting better....and i think he just might have a bit of a crush on laurie. or at least i hope he does. lol. they flirt all the time. its 2cute2b4gotten. lol. and laurie and her b/f are on the rocks right now, and im predicting a breakup in the near future. so that = laurie + dan 4eeee!! haha. except, i bet they wont...mostly because it would still be a long distance thing in the summer. like...a WAY long distance thing. texas and toledo...hmmm..that could be rough. oh well, i still think they should date. because i hate lauries b/f...hes an ass and he treats her like shit. and he isn't going anywhere. that is to say...he has no plans for his future. hes working at UPS...annnddd thats about it. other than drinking himslef into oblivion and smoking enormous amounts of pot every weekend. oh...then he calls her and tells her about the hott girls hes playing beer pong with. why shes dating him...ill never know.
um...i have to write a 10 page research paper by friday. ughl. well..its not really as bad as it sounds. its actually not due till the tuesday after break, i just want to finish it early so that i dont have to work on it over break..because i know i wont. unfortunatly...i havn't even gone to the library to get my books for it yet. i have them all picked out, and where they are and everything...im just too lazy to go. the library is soooooooo far away. i was gonna go tonight...but its raining. actually, i think it may have stopped, but im still sticking with that excuse. ha! please keep me on task...if i start talking to you...yell at me and tell me to write my paper!!!
well...this actually turned into quite a long entry about absolutly nothing. how bout that. ok well i guess i should do that homework thing i've been hearing so much about. pshh.
ok bye.
wellll..not a lot is new. this weekend was fun. me and my group got to actually go OUT to eat somewhere because my friend andy's g/f was visiting. so we obviously took advantage of that by going to eat ot olive garden. expensive, but worth every penny, in my opinion. it had been tens upon tens of days since i ate real live food. lol.
i get to schedule my classes for next semester on friday. im kinda nervous. im afraid that i wont be able to get on the web site cuz everyone will be trying to...and then im afraid ill get blocked out of all the classes i want and end up with a shitty schedule. and that is the LAST thing i need. ughl. i've been very stressed lately. and i hate hate HATE being stressed out. it ruins everything. not to mention the fact that i think im getting sick. boo...i just havn't been in the best of spirits lately.
im sorta in this frame of mind right now that almost ALWAYS ends very badly for me. i just get in these moods every now and then where i just really want a b/f. it just hits me that like, everyone around me has one, and then when my friends try to set me up with people, or tell me who they think i should date, it just makes things a million times worse. im perfectly cappable of finding my own boy. if i REALLY HAD to have a b/f...i would. but i am nina elizabeth pettry. i dont settle. and when i get in these moods where i want a b/f so bad, im willing to settle.. it usually ends in one of those gay 3 month relationships because i realize that i never really liked the guy, i just liked that idea of having a b/f. gay gay gay. someone remind me that i dont need a boy to validate my worth. that boyfriends are overrated and probably a waste of my time. lol. and please please please...no suggestions of who you think i should date.
on a similar note, my friend dan from here broke up with his g/f...or should i say, she brok up with him. hes from texas so i can understand the long distance thing would be pretty rough. but none of us saw it coming. i dont even think he did. so...very depressed dan. and that makes me sad. but hes getting better....and i think he just might have a bit of a crush on laurie. or at least i hope he does. lol. they flirt all the time. its 2cute2b4gotten. lol. and laurie and her b/f are on the rocks right now, and im predicting a breakup in the near future. so that = laurie + dan 4eeee!! haha. except, i bet they wont...mostly because it would still be a long distance thing in the summer. like...a WAY long distance thing. texas and toledo...hmmm..that could be rough. oh well, i still think they should date. because i hate lauries b/f...hes an ass and he treats her like shit. and he isn't going anywhere. that is to say...he has no plans for his future. hes working at UPS...annnddd thats about it. other than drinking himslef into oblivion and smoking enormous amounts of pot every weekend. oh...then he calls her and tells her about the hott girls hes playing beer pong with. why shes dating him...ill never know.
um...i have to write a 10 page research paper by friday. ughl. well..its not really as bad as it sounds. its actually not due till the tuesday after break, i just want to finish it early so that i dont have to work on it over break..because i know i wont. unfortunatly...i havn't even gone to the library to get my books for it yet. i have them all picked out, and where they are and everything...im just too lazy to go. the library is soooooooo far away. i was gonna go tonight...but its raining. actually, i think it may have stopped, but im still sticking with that excuse. ha! please keep me on task...if i start talking to you...yell at me and tell me to write my paper!!!
well...this actually turned into quite a long entry about absolutly nothing. how bout that. ok well i guess i should do that homework thing i've been hearing so much about. pshh.
ok bye.