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Today all the walls I've built up around myself, to shield myself...they all came down. So cliche, no? I don't know what to do. I'm always the one who people go TO when they need help, but I can't seem to help myself. I mean, those of you reading this, what would you do if I came to you crying asking for help? I do everything I can to help the people around me, but what happens when I need a shoulder to cry on? What happens when I need someone to just wrap their arms around me and say its OK? Why is it that no one notices when I'm screaming in pain inside? I've been told by some of my closest friends that they didn't know what they would do if they ever saw me in that position...am I so unapproachable as all that? I feel so...so...I don't know. To be perfectly honest...I feel like Lisa (Girl Interrupted-Angelina Jolie)...and that scares me a little.