Nov 25, 2008 00:05
"That’s why, I’m so depressed
I never got the rest of the dream
Just the ritual
Now I’m habitual
Majoring in crimes that are unspeakable"
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so, i think i'm easier minded about where i am right now
it's been pretty simple going until now-
-broke a leg, so i fixed it
-failed a class, so i'm retaking it
-didn't have a bed, so i found one
-didn't have money, so i made some
a few steps backward, few steps forward
and now, i'm at the crux of biscuit, i guess
a neutral spot
i'm not waking up because i'm broken anymore, but because of long-term machinations
which is a little trickier, even for me (who plans so well)
it's all on me, i suppose
at least, this time, i feel capable.
isn't that something?