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It feels like it's been a really long time since I've posted, probably because I've been meaning to but haven't.
The biggest thing is that I'm going to new york city on Thursday for ten days. I think my feelings towards the trip change everyday, but hopefully by Thursday I'll settle into something good.
The only thing I've baked since the rat incident is a mediocre batch of brownies. There are a lot of things against me and my cooking right now...mainly money (none) and I'm still uncomfortable in the kitchen so even when I do cook I don't feel like being in the kitchen long enough to clean up also, so it's kinda dirty in there.
And money. I've been trying really hard not spending any, and succeeding, for the most part. I spent five dollars last night (the first time spending anything at all in 5 days, I think that's pretty good for me, especially since I have no food), I gave two to a hobo and three went in for beer at St. Michael's. Today I gave in and went to Rally's and spent 2 something. I'm still proud of myself, though I guess it would be nice to be able to say I spent nothing at all in 8 days. Oh well. Hopefully I will be getting a job at a better restaurant with Mickey's help.
Speaking of Mickey, he will be my brother-in-law soon. My sister is engaged, as of Sunday night. There was some drama today with my parents, but it'll all be fine. I will have a brother and I get to be in on the wedding, which I'm sure will be great, as anal retentive as my sister is.
I had a really rough week, emotionally. It was kind of relieved around Friday, but now I feel it coming on again. I don't like it. And I'm supposed to be at work in five and a half hours. I slept most of the day, I do that a lot now so I don't get bored and try to go spend money or eat everything. I really enjoy being in my room now, though. I've organized my whole music collection and added to it, organized all of my pictures, painted my nails and toes, and went to town on my eyebrows.
I'm going to bed now, I keep hearing weird noises and I think it might be a bug, so I want to fall asleep before I actually see it so I won't freak out.
The biggest thing is that I'm going to new york city on Thursday for ten days. I think my feelings towards the trip change everyday, but hopefully by Thursday I'll settle into something good.
The only thing I've baked since the rat incident is a mediocre batch of brownies. There are a lot of things against me and my cooking right now...mainly money (none) and I'm still uncomfortable in the kitchen so even when I do cook I don't feel like being in the kitchen long enough to clean up also, so it's kinda dirty in there.
And money. I've been trying really hard not spending any, and succeeding, for the most part. I spent five dollars last night (the first time spending anything at all in 5 days, I think that's pretty good for me, especially since I have no food), I gave two to a hobo and three went in for beer at St. Michael's. Today I gave in and went to Rally's and spent 2 something. I'm still proud of myself, though I guess it would be nice to be able to say I spent nothing at all in 8 days. Oh well. Hopefully I will be getting a job at a better restaurant with Mickey's help.
Speaking of Mickey, he will be my brother-in-law soon. My sister is engaged, as of Sunday night. There was some drama today with my parents, but it'll all be fine. I will have a brother and I get to be in on the wedding, which I'm sure will be great, as anal retentive as my sister is.
I had a really rough week, emotionally. It was kind of relieved around Friday, but now I feel it coming on again. I don't like it. And I'm supposed to be at work in five and a half hours. I slept most of the day, I do that a lot now so I don't get bored and try to go spend money or eat everything. I really enjoy being in my room now, though. I've organized my whole music collection and added to it, organized all of my pictures, painted my nails and toes, and went to town on my eyebrows.
I'm going to bed now, I keep hearing weird noises and I think it might be a bug, so I want to fall asleep before I actually see it so I won't freak out.