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[nepenthy]

Just tell me, was i wasting all this fucking time, or am i over reacting to this experience, was this just a fucking game, was it all lies the whole time, or did you fucking get bored, was it easy making somone else feel like shit to feel better, more Superior, am i a dumb fuck to belive anything. Yes

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wtf alex? what the fuck. alex i chased you for fucking 6 months. i don't think you will ever see that. will you? Ofcourse you will always be in my heart, but it was a mind fuck how you never wanted a real relationship, do you get that? so mabey you were a mindless slut who just wanted to be loved. but you know what, i got sick of it. sick of always running after you, always one footstep behind you. i know im no angle, but you have to see you aren't perfect either. this is why i don't think we should talk, becuse i don't want you to hurt. you said yourself you are happier now. i want you to be happy. and i need myself, just myself. you have been my fucking like for the past half year. i breathed for you. i slept for you. i pissed for you. i lived for you. i guess you will never see that. i guess im just a mindless slut to you. your right i never loved you. you're always right. fuck you. open your fucking eyes to reality every once in a while, it might do you good.

god i can't fucking believe you!
I can't help but laugh.
laugh at the irony of this
the irony of the fact that just...
you won't get it.
6th months. my heart, my mind, my money, my crotch, you got it all.
but it wasn't ever good enough.
and now that im all for 1, myself. im just a mindfucking slut.
ok. if that will make it easier for you to fucking be happy. believe it. bye.