what is it to know
i went in to lisa's today to talk about my drinking problem and the conversation took an odd turn to my moms drinking problem. I told her how my mom drinks straight vodka every night and while she is cooking dinner she has a glass or 2 of wine. i hadnt really noticed it till latley when i used to come home late and tell her about my night and then the next morning she woulld ask me all the same questions and i complained about this to dad and his reponse was, thats what happens when you drink too much vodka. I think it bothers him as well i could tell by the tone in his voice. I find myself getting tired of my mom. Ive been getting closer and closer with my dad latley. My moms actions are pushing me futher and further away. I want to mve out so badly but i cant support myself. I want to get away from my whole "home life" for a little while. A mini vacation sort of.