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Here I am... 5:20 and already im ready for bed... Im getting th brunt of of Momma Debbies anger... I always do. I dont know why. If something goes wrong with anything im the first one she bitches at. Like today... the stove lighter came up missing and i got yelled at cause of it. I dont know what to say!!! Its all fucking bullshit and ill be happy when we move into our own house. Maybe i wont be BITCHED at as much. Cause im sick and fucking tired of it already. Hurting or Not i dont need this shit.. im bitchy when im hurting but not this fucking bad!!!! She doesnt yell at mom or freddy, shes yells at dad but not nearly as much as she does me.
What do i do all day... I sit infront of a fucking computer all goddamn day. I cook myself something to eat maybe once a day. Ive always been the brunt of everyones attack, i get walked over all the time... and what can i do about it?.... Not a fucking thing. This why ill be happy when i get a fucking job... so i can get away from all the bitching and argueing, and just this enviornment in general. Nobody can figure out why i wanna move so fucking bad. Why do i get all this.... im generally a nice person... I dont drink alot... im pretty laid back... i dont get bitchy alot unless im really sick or really hurting.... and still people walk all over me and bitch at me for just about everything.... And people wonter why i dont go out and meet new fucking people.... cause of the bullshit that will happen.... Fuck it im out of here...
What do i do all day... I sit infront of a fucking computer all goddamn day. I cook myself something to eat maybe once a day. Ive always been the brunt of everyones attack, i get walked over all the time... and what can i do about it?.... Not a fucking thing. This why ill be happy when i get a fucking job... so i can get away from all the bitching and argueing, and just this enviornment in general. Nobody can figure out why i wanna move so fucking bad. Why do i get all this.... im generally a nice person... I dont drink alot... im pretty laid back... i dont get bitchy alot unless im really sick or really hurting.... and still people walk all over me and bitch at me for just about everything.... And people wonter why i dont go out and meet new fucking people.... cause of the bullshit that will happen.... Fuck it im out of here...