ah damnit
Its late at night and I just can't sleep. Too much on my mind. I've been relativly unproductive all summer long doing nothing but playing video games instead of working on how to make them. Granted its been wonderful but as another school year looms I start to think of how much time I will not have anymore.
I'm actually close to graduating now, and I'd have been closer if I had paid attention a little more. I worry about my next few corses in a lot of ways, passing them, and scheduleing them so that they fit into my schedule and I graduate in time. Worst case I have to go a third semester. Honestly the classes themselves don't scare me I'm sure I can pass them, and normally a 3rd extra semester wouldn't worry me either, but the idea that I'll be away from Adriann for a year and a half instead of only 8 mounths does bother me. It would be hard on both of us as we are not used to being so far from each other.
Another worry on my mind is the next semester, chris has expressed some intrest in moving though he says he'll probably stick around with me for a bit longer, please please. :) I could just take out the loans to live in a single bedroom apartment here... maybe, the loans I already applyed for the year only took into account the both of us living together.
I guess money is another worry, every damn thing keeps breaking down. Internet, car, and I still have to pay for books in the addition of that new HDR card I wanted.
I'm actually close to graduating now, and I'd have been closer if I had paid attention a little more. I worry about my next few corses in a lot of ways, passing them, and scheduleing them so that they fit into my schedule and I graduate in time. Worst case I have to go a third semester. Honestly the classes themselves don't scare me I'm sure I can pass them, and normally a 3rd extra semester wouldn't worry me either, but the idea that I'll be away from Adriann for a year and a half instead of only 8 mounths does bother me. It would be hard on both of us as we are not used to being so far from each other.
Another worry on my mind is the next semester, chris has expressed some intrest in moving though he says he'll probably stick around with me for a bit longer, please please. :) I could just take out the loans to live in a single bedroom apartment here... maybe, the loans I already applyed for the year only took into account the both of us living together.
I guess money is another worry, every damn thing keeps breaking down. Internet, car, and I still have to pay for books in the addition of that new HDR card I wanted.