Curse you oh cruel creator!
He bestoweth great gifts upon his children and renders them great impedments with each gift... Frustration. A few things have been happening. Happy news is I have a fully functional Wacom tablet with bluetooth and everything at the cost of no additional fees than what I origonally paid thanks to I guess time. Darn thing just started working. So I've been on an art kick doing all the things i've been wanting to do for a very very long time. The irritating thing, and most difficult thing to get over is I am my own worst critic. I can show my friends peices I've done and they love it, but every time I look at it I am disgusted, something minor and small is off and it will drive me crazy until I start over again from scratch. My story, My model, my art, yet I can look at other peoples work, know for a fact mine is better, and not think a damn thing bad about their work, its impressive, its well done, if it where mine I'd have snapped it in half... the up side is with each attempt I do get closer, but that is not always a good thing as one only belives he is getting closer he may continue down a path that never ends until it is all that consumes him.