An explanation that I would like you to read and hopefully respond to.
Yeah, so I did what I said I was going to do and just decided to have fun. I usually try to jump into things with both feet and say way too much way too soon. But this time I know that there is nothing really serious there. It is just fun. It is a different approach for me but I figure I would just give this method a shot and see how it works. It does feel a little weird to be so indifferent about the whole thing. But I mean, really think of it, the whole situation is pretty unpractical. But I mean I am just having fun this time. Plus, do you really think that I would try to get serious with someone who is five years older and still acts like a sixteen year old? Its just fun and that is pretty much it. As somewhat mean as that may sound it's true. It is out of character for me but I thought I would try a different approach this time to things. I mean, you can't be looking for love in every relationship. It just doesn't work that way. (Well, that is what I am left to believe after most of my mishaps with that approach. It seems that most people don't want to know everything etched on your heart.) So, I figure that I will just try a different method and have fun. I know that it is nothing that will last forever. Come on.
I just felt that I should explain that because I didn't want everyone to think that I was all serious about this and trying to make something into something else. It may seem stupid but sometimes I think you have to try something out of your character in order to grow and learn new things. And I don;t want this to sound like I am just using him to better my understanding about myself and what I am looking for or to learn more about myself or anything like that. I mean, I do have a crush on him. It is just merely a relationship that is just fun and nothing really more. I don't know how else to really describe it. But I am sorry if any of this offends anyone or upsets anyone. But from what I conclude I don't think that you guys really like him anyway so.. which is cool cause like I said, it is nothing serious. Now, if it were something that I was really serious about and jumping into with my heart and not my head then I would defiantly take into consideration what everyone thought. Because what everyone thought about a guy that I was truly serious about would have a great impact on whether or not I would continue a relationship with said guy or not.
I don't know how any of you feel about it but I am sure that some may say that this is just stupid and some may say just have fun.
I would like a response from you guys and what you think about it all.
It would mean a lot to know.
I whether know what you cats think than to hear it through word of mouth.
I just felt that I should explain that because I didn't want everyone to think that I was all serious about this and trying to make something into something else. It may seem stupid but sometimes I think you have to try something out of your character in order to grow and learn new things. And I don;t want this to sound like I am just using him to better my understanding about myself and what I am looking for or to learn more about myself or anything like that. I mean, I do have a crush on him. It is just merely a relationship that is just fun and nothing really more. I don't know how else to really describe it. But I am sorry if any of this offends anyone or upsets anyone. But from what I conclude I don't think that you guys really like him anyway so.. which is cool cause like I said, it is nothing serious. Now, if it were something that I was really serious about and jumping into with my heart and not my head then I would defiantly take into consideration what everyone thought. Because what everyone thought about a guy that I was truly serious about would have a great impact on whether or not I would continue a relationship with said guy or not.
I don't know how any of you feel about it but I am sure that some may say that this is just stupid and some may say just have fun.
I would like a response from you guys and what you think about it all.
It would mean a lot to know.
I whether know what you cats think than to hear it through word of mouth.