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hey kids,
so summer has been a real blast so far, been having a little too much fun. And all the while theres been this cloud of indecision hovering over my head, stay in Rochester or head home for the summer? Honestly my first choice up til now has been Rochy, spending time with some of my friends here has really been awesome and getting to know certain people better and doing the same old with the friends I've had since my first day here...makes it really hard to leave. But yesterday in the middle of watching Rent with Nicole...which by the way completely swept me off my feet with all its bohemian ideals, I got a call from my Mom who handed the phone to my sister, who proceeded to tell me she just got engaged. My sister, Siobhan is my favorite in the family...I mean don't get me wrong I love each and every member of my family but that sister of mine, I have a huge soft spot for her. Shes the sweetest person alive, generous, beautiful, caring...I could go on glorifying her but I'll try not to...haha and I don't know in the midst of our conversation last night she got all emotional, crying as I told her I loved her and then me attempting to hold back getting too emotional, but I'm kind of helpless with her. And I don't know...all of a sudden spending some time at home doesn't seem so bad, I wanna be there and see how happy she is and just hug her and hold her....everythings been changing...now both of my siblings are engaged, my brothers a father, I mean seriously jesus fucking christ haha...I don't know I feel like they're all growing up and moving onto new things while I keep up to date over the fucking phone. I miss her, I miss them, which is why I don't really have the fight I need to get a job and stay out here in NY. So....I'm heading home, tomorrow...and god I'll probably end up bored and I know I'll miss a bunch of people I've been getting to know alot better around here. So thats that, I'm leaving pretty much everything I own at CM, so if you miss me or wanna browse around on my computer to find all my hidden porn files knock yourself out...and yeah, I'm even leaving the xbox and my movies. So get in touch tonight kids, its my last night in town lets have a little fun....you know whats funny chances are if you look out the window today, you'll see nothing but... gray clouds
so summer has been a real blast so far, been having a little too much fun. And all the while theres been this cloud of indecision hovering over my head, stay in Rochester or head home for the summer? Honestly my first choice up til now has been Rochy, spending time with some of my friends here has really been awesome and getting to know certain people better and doing the same old with the friends I've had since my first day here...makes it really hard to leave. But yesterday in the middle of watching Rent with Nicole...which by the way completely swept me off my feet with all its bohemian ideals, I got a call from my Mom who handed the phone to my sister, who proceeded to tell me she just got engaged. My sister, Siobhan is my favorite in the family...I mean don't get me wrong I love each and every member of my family but that sister of mine, I have a huge soft spot for her. Shes the sweetest person alive, generous, beautiful, caring...I could go on glorifying her but I'll try not to...haha and I don't know in the midst of our conversation last night she got all emotional, crying as I told her I loved her and then me attempting to hold back getting too emotional, but I'm kind of helpless with her. And I don't know...all of a sudden spending some time at home doesn't seem so bad, I wanna be there and see how happy she is and just hug her and hold her....everythings been changing...now both of my siblings are engaged, my brothers a father, I mean seriously jesus fucking christ haha...I don't know I feel like they're all growing up and moving onto new things while I keep up to date over the fucking phone. I miss her, I miss them, which is why I don't really have the fight I need to get a job and stay out here in NY. So....I'm heading home, tomorrow...and god I'll probably end up bored and I know I'll miss a bunch of people I've been getting to know alot better around here. So thats that, I'm leaving pretty much everything I own at CM, so if you miss me or wanna browse around on my computer to find all my hidden porn files knock yourself out...and yeah, I'm even leaving the xbox and my movies. So get in touch tonight kids, its my last night in town lets have a little fun....you know whats funny chances are if you look out the window today, you'll see nothing but... gray clouds